Ok. I've been home one week. And I have gone out with or talked to a couple of old loves. Why? Dunno. Just seemed like the thing to do. What I've learned ... I have grown. I am not the same girl that sat at the end of the bar and waited for you because I had nothing better in my life at the moment. I do not have to do the walk of shame any day of the week. I do not have to be wide awake at 4am and listen to you snore. I do not have to pretend that you are the most awesome thing happening in my life. I still like you ... but you need to get your life together if you want to be with me.
I feel fantastic that I am able to BE in that place in my life to say that. I no longer chase you ... if you want ME (the real me) you had better catch up. This is your one and only chance.
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