Ass kickin'

Have you ever had a day where you just got your ass kicked by the world? Well that was my day in a nut shell. I love my job. I get paid to travel, all expenses paid, per diem, the works. My job puts me in situations to meet great interesting people. I get enough free time to go and experience the places that I am lucky enough to get assigned to - in fact right now as we speak I am about 60 miles from San Diego. Pretty nice.

But this week - and it's only tuesday - I have just been beaten down.

I am on an assignment that I am just not prepared for - with no fault on my part. I just haven't been given the information up front and it's just killing my ego. I like being in charge, the expert, the word of god. But right now I'm not - in fact I've learn more from the people I'm supposed to be teaching, short cuts and whatnots, and that's not supposed to happen. It's hard to gain respect if they know more than you do.

I know I will get them through the conversion but it's just miserable trying to train when they look at me each day like we already know what the fuck you are saying...give us something new.

But enough bitchin'.

I did get to have a fabulous weekend in San Diego. I got to lay on the beach and eat fabulous food and dance in some pretty kick ass clubs. I even got a little which is always nice.

So enough venting.

Comments

[Lipanator]

What happened to your picture? It was sooooo attractive.

[lola]

It was me at my best but I have been better....too bad I don't have a camera now.